|Beautiful Yoga Ornament|
|Christmas Party with a lovely girl!|
Tonight, I'd like to reflect on two things. I've been full of thoughts lately, and I think a lot of these thoughts have to do with the year 2012 coming to a close. I have great feelings about 2013, I cannot even begin to describe them yet. There's a song, that wraps up how I feel about my experience here in Louisiana. The song describes a lot of the culture that is a small town, and that is the life of many of those whose lives I am encountered with regularly. For those that have not visited me in Louisiana and have yet to experience this part of my life, I hope this gives you some insight.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Burke was... he took something from me. He took little pieces of me - little pieces over time, so small I didn't even notice, you know He wanted me to be something I wasn't, and I made myself into what he wanted. One day I was me, Cristina Yang, and then suddenly I was lying for him, and jeopardizing my career, and agreeing to be married and wearing a ring, and being a bride. Until I was standing there in a wedding dress with no eyebrows, and I wasn't Cristina Yang anymore. And even then, I would've married him. I would have. I lost myself for a long time, and now that I'm finally me again, I can't. I love you. I love you more than I loved Burke. I love you. And that scares the crap out of me, because when you asked me to ignore Teddy's page, you took a piece of me, and I let you. And that will never happen again.